Tuesday, November 29, 2011

#82 an excellent source of happiness!

just gobbled down my half my breakfast for tomorrow. zz
but never mind, i will do all it takes to make myself happy. 

Sunday, November 13, 2011

#81

exams are over,
i should be happy.
i should be at BKK and having fun now if not for the flood.
 but some how my supposing well planned holidays are not exactly well planned,
im not suppose to have so much free time to ponder on things i shouldnt.

i really dont know what to believe anymore.
why am i going through these drama all over again.
why do i always so stupid and choose to be the one who gets hurt to protect a stranger?

how can a guy tell a girl he loves her and still loving her and all but ended up with another girl.
this is the second time im going to tell you i respect your decision.
i dont want to be a third party.
i dont want to share my boy with another girl.
the thought of the lip that kissed me was kissing another girl before that and the arm that hugged me was hugging another girl before that was seriously enough to bring me to hell.

love doesnt mean possession.
love is to let go.


fairytales dont exist.
two people who love each other may not end up together.