#25

first day of my favourite month, first day of school.

pledge to pay attention but FAILED!

will try again later.haha

saw alot of familiar faces, welcome to the family!

bet there are more to come!

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" the worst part about being lied to is knowing you’re not worth the truth. "
(via raindropsonredroses)

I really HATE people who lied to me,

ugly truths > beautiful lies.

those i treasured, please dont do this to me, i dont think i can take any blows anymore.

its almost a year, i still cant believe our friendship is this weak.

#24

life goes on,

i heard that school is starting next week :/ sigh, why so fast.
but oh wells, its probably a good thing to get back to a routined lifestyle,
no more late nights, no more sleeping through the day = healthy hui jun (:

over the weekends,
dindin at chomp2 and ice cream at ice^3

apple cinnamon ice cream (Y)

this idiot made us waited for him for an hour!

monday's plan was cancelled because ivy baby rather spend time with the 20 going 21 telok blangah shuai ge then meet hensum mike and me ;( ;( ;(

late lunch at the handburger @ 313!
we had the original handburger! (Y)(Y)

this is by far the most hensum photo of him! heehee

HAHAHA I DONT CARE IF HES GOING TO KILL ME FOR THIS.

we had a good laugh at topman attempting to try out the weirdest clothes there.

thank you mike! (:

tuesday was suppose to be l4d night!

ended up playing cs though.

not bad for a beginner i suppose, I CAN HEAD SHOTS THE GUYS LEH. HEAD SHOT LEH. i bet they are impressed by me! hahahahaha

dindin before i showed the guys my power!
b^3 @ cine

the handburger @ 313 still way better!

anyways, guys who are impressed by my skills! hahahaha

one of them went there to surf the net and listen to songs, guess who?

we five had fun, so now you know the answer to my previous question? haha

AVATAR! LOL

I painted my left hand myself! hehehehe

chio right?

thank you friends for standing by

#23

never did i expect myself to be in this drama.

it has been a week

people were telling me how lucky he is, even after everything went crazy, both of us didnt blame him, instead we have this sense 0f guilt towards each other.

im sorry for what happened.

i swear to you, if i know your existance right from the start, i will definitely not step into this mess

i know you felt like shit but you must believe me, i dont feel any better, especially after i saw your convo with R.

my heart shattered,

if you think that throughout this whole incident he didnt care, cant be bothered by you or been lying to you , you are really wrong.

even i feel that he really cared for you.

i bet you didnt know im really jealous of you and the things he said to defend you last tuesday,

indirectly throw me down to the rock bottom

i really felt bad that things end up like that, ive tried my very best not to hurt you any further.

i hate myself for having enough courage to clarify things with you right from the start when i saw those photos on fb , i hate myself from dodging away more than once when i saw the both of you . if only im a little more courageous, you probably wont sink in deeper.

im not sure if you ever read this but i really hope you will be able to recover from this soon.

trust me, i can feel the pain he inflicted on you,

but please be strong my dear, please be happy

with all your wonderful friends around, i believe you will be able to do it.

love,

hui jun