#82 an excellent source of happiness!

just gobbled down my half my breakfast for tomorrow. zz

but never mind, i will do all it takes to make myself happy. 

#81

exams are over,

i should be happy.

i should be at BKK and having fun now if not for the flood.

 but some how my supposing well planned holidays are not exactly well planned,

im not suppose to have so much free time to ponder on things i shouldnt.

i really dont know what to believe anymore.

why am i going through these drama all over again.

why do i always so stupid and choose to be the one who gets hurt to protect a stranger?

how can a guy tell a girl he loves her and still loving her and all but ended up with another girl.

this is the second time im going to tell you i respect your decision.

i dont want to be a third party.

i dont want to share my boy with another girl.

the thought of the lip that kissed me was kissing another girl before that and the arm that hugged me was hugging another girl before that was seriously enough to bring me to hell.

love doesnt mean possession.

love is to let go.

fairytales dont exist.

two people who love each other may not end up together. 

#80

FAILED class outing.

only 4 of us turned up.

nonetheless, we had a great time catching up. ^^

red lippie! heh

tempted to get one, but i dont think i can pull it off leh.

hmmm.

#78

finally done with this 

good show (Y)

#77

finally synced my phone after so long. 

 home cooked meal (:

 new pencil case! <3

 S.H

 SOJUBANG

 MY FAVOURITE!

 glow in the dark nails! 

jet!

random photos from my phone.

#76 i promise this is the last.

Sometimes facebook is such a bitch, it shows me things that i didnt want to see/know.

i dont know why am i still feeling so sore about the things i see on facebook.


it seems like you are moving on with your life like our breakup was nothing to you at all.

i feel worthless, why cant you take a little longer to move on?

tearing while reading the text you sent few days back, and the next moment, i see new photos on facebook.

i no longer know whats true whats fake anymore.


i promise this is my last emo post, i need to start my Oct right.

#75 maybe we are too different

 (via jasmine-blu ) 

i promised my friends i will pick myself up in no time. 

#74 my bestfriend knows me best.

everybody asks me “are you ok?” and outside I am like:

Yes,I am fine!

but inside I’m like:

and then my best friend comes and she’s like:

(via emancipationfromcrazylife)

485days.

over the 485days,

we may not always be happy but i loved you more than anything.

people call me stupid, people call me silly yet i chose to stand by you.

i gave you all the freedom you want but it never seem to be enough for you.

i knew things have changed when i was crying yet you sat there and did nothing.

i didnt expect things to end so abruptly but i respect your decision.

i should have see this coming because all along i was never good enough for you.

tavis, thank you for these 485 days.

you taught me alot.

#72 New loot

one impulsive buy.

cant wait for it to arrive and at the same time, hope i dont regret after it arrives. 

#71 crushed.

Yesterday,
this friend told me she doesnt want to see me for the time being.
Never knew these few words are so hurtful.

Perfect two

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'


You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

#69 happy 46th birthday Singapore!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

i love this year's national day parade.

and im really proud of the city skyline of singapore.

i especially love the musical.

everything was so high tech,

everything was so cute.

people coming out as roti pratas, paus, teapot, keyboard, jelly fish and yada yada.

and yes,

the MRT rap.

 the parade ended off with the beautiful fireworks. 

love the heart shaped fireworks at the end.

IM SO PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN.

#68 HAPPY BIRTHDAY

happy birthday to myself (:



#67

I LOST MY BRAND NEW CHANEL WALLET.

*STABS MYSELF
STABS MYSELF
STABS MYSELF
STABS MYSELF
STABS MYSELF

STABS MYSELF
STABS MYSELF
STABS MYSELF






ARGH.

#66 BEWARE.

ihavesmalleyes was telling me about this website:  http://wastedsg.com/ with all the photos of wasted people outside mainly zouk and we happened to spot this pair of malay man and woman filming our friend while she was lying along the road puking.

it may seem hilarious or interesting to look at various drunkards in their worst state, but its seriously not funny to be the one whos being filmed or seeing your friend being filmed.

so next time, dont get so wasted in clubs or puke in the toiletbowl ( dont think they can afford the entry fees). DONT give these people chance to record down your unglam moments and share it with the world.

photos from wednesday night.

ihavesmalleyes! <3

<3s

ok, so singapore is pretty small, everyone seems to know everyone.

was sitting right beside a friend's gf the whole night and i didnt know.

hopefully i will have an awesome week ahead. *pray.

xx

nights.